sigh

i dont see you wearing the ring, you dont reply me, you dont contact me.
is it really over?

i think you should be able to know and see that jason's courting after you. its pretty obvious.
can see that u and him are very close. it really saddens me alot alot. i didnt know that u could actually move on that fast. even andy asked me to move on and forget about you.
i wanted to, but i cant.

speaking from my heart, do u know that u are e only girl i've met whom gave me the feeling that we could be together for long? and i really love you more than i do in my previous relationship. i could just sacrifice myself all for you.

i dont wanna be a fling of yours. i want to take up responsibilities, i want to take care of you. thats wad i want in my relationship.

u didnt need to lie to me that you were taking a cab earlier on. you could just tell me that someone's fetching you. you made it too obvious already. i'd rather you tell me the truth than lying to me.

if i were to tell u i want you back now, would you come back to me?

whats happening

when u need help, i was always there to care for u. even when im in camp, i cared for you.
what bout u.

im really feeling down today. wanted to have someone there to be by my side and at least comfort me. wad did u say? you very fan le
even my frens, guy friends, tried to talk to me and console me and stuff.
where were u when i needed u.

tot u were really busy and waited for you to sms me for hours
but was to no avail
do u really care bout me?
do u treat me as ur ex?
do u regard me as someone whom u loved and was part of ur life?

i merely asked if u were busy and if u are still working.
wad did i do, why do u always say i fan u.
why is it such that others msg u and yet u treat them so well but not for me?
if im ben, would it be the same? if im ken, would it be the same?
i doubt so.
i want to be treated nicely and like a fren at least.

right now, i dont even know what you are doing.
yeah, working.
only way i get to know is through ur blog.

i really don understand why i like u so much.
u know i loved u more than i loved anyone else, even my ex.
although it was love at first sight, but my heart strongly tells me that you're the one for me.
you took my heart away right from the start.

why did u come back when i wanted to forget bout u
its really not easy for me to forget bout u noe.
it took me a long and hard time to do so.
im in army all alone, hoping that u'd be e one who will care for me and support me
but im all wrong

i guess i made e wrong choice right from e start.