mt bianggg

sungei biang



flying lizard. if not, some leftover dino


STAIRWAY TO HEAVEN











i realised i haven been writing anything here for so damn long.

okay, its mainly because i do not have much internet access down here, or rather, the net speed is just wayyyy to slow. -_-

man, i jus got back from mount biang. and now i know why its called mt biang. coz when u get to see the STAIRWAY TO HEAVEN, the first thing u would say is, WAH PIANG EH. okay, thats jus wad the other permstaffs told me. going up wasnt really that bad unless u have a freaking heavy load with you. man, it was like close to 30kg. the view on top aint that bad. and the best thing about being on top is that there's WIND all day long! its chilling up there.

k army aside now. thank god im going back home again from 7-17may.

book me early u people. HAHAHA. jus wondering what would i be doing during the weekdays. hopefully it wont be a futile one.

so many things in mind that have yet to be resolved. money do solve problems, but not all. on the contrary, money does create problems for people. what i can do now is to pray and wish for things to happen. theres nothing much i can do for now.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nxuv-En5EU4&feature=related

we say, FEBRUARY

cant wait for feb to come.
3 things to do.

1) get red packets
2) CHILLAX w fweeennzz
3) uhhhm, find another fren from a faraway land(:

Life here is starting to get dull and meaningless.



The people around me aint the same anymore. From the way they look at me, talk to me and treat me is different. I have to agree with what my prowler friend told me last night during guard duty- the level of intellectual of the people here is low. People from all sorts of background are posted here together. Though its a stereotype, but im just stating what ive seen so far. No doubt there are only a handful of nice people here, the influence of such is still incomparable to the bad aura around me all the time. Probably this will be the main reason why im reluctant to stay here. i'd prob stay because of the money and if i have the chance to choose who to stay with me here. how i wish i can get this burden off my shoulders soon, his feeling sucks. somehow i feel as though it served as a hindrance to me not jus within my jobscope but also my personal time.



sigh, i miss those good friends and days i have in singapore.

miss those times back in bmt n bmc whereby at least the majority shares the same vision or have something common in life. thats what im looking for in an environment where i work in.

i hope this will resolve soon one day.



man, now that low key is just round the corner, im still feeling the same. life's still the same. duties duties and still duties. had guard duty ytd and am gg to do another one tmr! wth.

why cant other dept comprehend the importance and the heavy workload of what we have. tsk.



anw, i will be gg to kota kinnabaru from 11-14dec and shldb gg back to sg for cny.
see u guys soooon.

LIFE

man, i really miss life in singapore.
now i kinda regret coming to brunei. yes i know i can learn alot more skills as a medic here but time is really doubling its pace, faster than what i can manage.

really have too much things to do here.
guard duty, duty medic, cover duty. man, somemre frames come in back to back. duty medic or guard duty on the day i return from outfield is inevitable. im really busy here man. i need a break. although i might have nth to do for a day, i know it wont last for long. i wanna go back.

so many things happen jus when im here for merely 3 weeks. lost my phone, stocktake and other stuff that happened in bunk. i need a close fren who i can talk to. friends are so impt when u are alone out there. man, i miss my friends back in sinngapore. those stupid stuff we do in singapore tgt. siggh

although i have internet here but i cant always go online. i have to share it with my bunkmates for the wireless connection and it can be slow at times. miss those times in singapore whereby i can stay online till late night and do all the shit i want.

i wanna go backkkkk!

carpe diem!

grab the chance whenever u can.
so what if u know the paths each other take can never meet
you will never if u never try.
jus go for it, follow your heart and things will definitely work out.

carpe diem(:

cheezy-fied

ah, dunno why im like obsessed over cheesecakes now. ha
jus finished making an oreo cheesecake, new look and production compared to the previous oreo cheesecake ive made.

i realised i still can make 3 more cheesecakes outta the amount of creamcheese i have.
gonna make them for my family and of coz, friends. so those friends out there who wants a share of it pm me REAL SOON, BEFORE I FLY ON MON NIGHT!

okay, apart from cheese now. i have been studying with andy almost everynight. haha, not that im studying but im just accomapanying him to mug. the feeling of preparing for As really suck. was like some deja-vu when we were mugging tgt.

okay, i guess i'll be rather busy for the next few days before i fly. have to meet up w family and friends. so guys, book me sooonn! HAHA.

time is running out real fast. 13oct is coming up real soon. im leaving sg for real long.
i dont wanna leave.

mileage

ran the distance more than a marathon today.
not with my two legs but my wonderful flamboyant nose.

i hate this feeling. ahhh